a thousand pieces

September 19, 2011 by Lidia-Anain

My wings are broken into a thousand pieces.

My voice ran from me.

I want to scream about how much it all hurts but I cannot manage to utter a single meaningful word.

I want to run away from everything but I especially want to run away from me.

I am broken.

I am in a thousand pieces.

A puzzle all over the floor with no picture on a box to help me figure it out.

I am a broken woman depressed and down over it all while everything I need is within my four walls.

Might just be that there is nothing left inside of me.

So very tired of living even more tired of giving.

I want to run but I am a bird not meant to touch the lows of this ground.

I cannot fly with these broken wings.

Will you give to me?

Will you carry me up on your wings?

Will you help mend me?

Where are you my friend?

…now that I need you…

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Author:Lidia-Anain

Writer, sex educator, and activist, keeps one goal in mind in her approach to human sexuality; to help arouse, empower and inform adults so they can create and enjoy healthy mindful sex, love, joy. She plans to spend this lifetime crushing the silence surrounding sexuality, depression and motherhood. Learn more about Lidia-Anain here; tweet her @LidiaAnain; connect with her on Facebook; follow her randomness via Tumblr; view her personal photos on Instagram @LidiaAnain.