posts tagged ‘fetish’

  1. simply letting go into desire – part two

    January 30, 2012 by Lidia-Anain

    ***This is part two of a fictional erotic story that started here. ***

    He drove further north on A1A just past where all the street parking ended on the ocean side of the road. He literally did drive us to the north most end of the beach. He turned left into the driveway of a house, pulled up to a large gate, honked, stuck his head out the car window and the gate opened. I noticed that there was a pool in the front yard as he drove along the side of the house and parked my car in the back. Feelings of excitement and fear rushed through me.

    “I’m Chris by the way. You sure you want to come in?”

    “Nikki. I’d love to come in.” I usually found myself saying too much but suddenly I was a woman of few words.

    Chris walked ahead of me but kept looking back at me and smiling. His big eyes seemed to light up the early evening. An older man opened the door as we got to it. He and Chris spoke softly. As he walked past me he barely looked at me in the face then said goodnight to us.

    “We are alone now. Let me show you my little gallery that I’m putting together.”

    We walked inside and the place was nearly empty. There wasn’t much furniture but his walls were full of art. He held his hand out in an instant I took it. We walked hand in hand down a long hallway then past double doors entered into a great room. The floors were white marble, the walls were the brightest white and all the couches, ottomans and chaise lounge chairs in the room were white. The only color in the room was the paintings on the walls. He let go of my hand then put his backpack down on an ottoman. I just stood there in the middle of the room wanting, waiting, unsure of what to look at or do next.
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  2. simply letting go into desire – part one

    January 27, 2012 by Lidia-Anain

    ***This is a fictional erotic story which I’ve dedicated to DJR.***

    Love is complicated by sex. Sex is complicated by love. I prefer when things aren’t complicated but my life was anything but simple. I wonder if you know what it feels like to have everyone around you expect something from you or have an ideal image of you? That’s what my life was like around that time. I was struggling to be what everyone wanted, forcing myself to fit into the images they saw and caught up in a complicated act.

    On that particular day, I had had too much of everything and all I wanted to do was run away; simply start all over. I couldn’t run away but I could take a drive after work just to the beach like usual, look at it then turn around before heading home to the rest of my complications. As I got to the ocean instead of turning around where I usually did I allowed myself to be mesmerized by the sight of the ocean on my left and the mansions to my right. I drove south without thinking about my future enjoying the freedom of the moment until I realized that I had driven past Boca and out of Palm Beach County. It would now take me forever to get all the way north to Jupiter on US 1 and almost just as long on I-95 in rush hour traffic.

    Determined to prolong this unusual taste of freedom I decided to take the scenic route I had come down back home. I drove north on A1A until I got to, Cafe Luna Rosa, a restaurant in Delray that I loved that had outdoor tables where I could enjoy great food and an ocean view. I got a great table and ordered my favorite items off the menu then called my fiancé. I told him that I had gone for a drive to clear my head but ended up going too far and wouldn’t be home until a lot later. He said he understood that I was under a lot of stress, apologized for all the wedding drama, told me to take my time and said that it was okay with him if I stopped to eat because he couldn’t wait that long for dinner. I loved how he always remembered to give me permission to do the obvious things I needed to do for myself.

    I shrugged off the thoughts of what I was allowing myself to be trapped in because tonight I was free. I was going to enjoy a nice meal and that ocean view. Tonight was for me. I ate and people watched and wrote poetry on napkins at my table. I felt so free until I felt like someone was watching me. I noticed that at a table close by there was a man staring directly at my feet and drawing in his sketchbook. I wondered if he was just looking off into space or making a sketch of my feet.

    He kept looking. Drawing quickly in a maddening manner. Everything about him screamed feral although he was kempt from his perfectly faded short hair to his brand new kicks. He was definitely fierce though smiling boldly then bursting into laughter when he realized I had caught him. A strange man in a restaurant objectifying my feet should have pissed the feminist in me off but something about his audacity made me feel just fine. I couldn’t help but burst out in laughter too.
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  3. The Art of Choking by Native Notes

    February 3, 2011 by Native Notes

    Rough Sex must be in style because last week I tweeted that I was thinking of writing about the art of choking and to my surprise a number of women tweeted me back saying, “write it!” with excitement. Now listen, this is an intermediate class so “spanking” won’t be discussed and spitting is out the window thus the title “the art of choking“.

    With anything that is “out of the ordinary” sex play, one’s mission is to bring their lover to the brink of their comfort level that they never knew existed, never surpassing it to where they are visually uncomfortable but not in an underwhelming fashion where they’re looking at you like you’re the amateur. (more…)


  4. fuck & choke me!

    November 17, 2010 by Lidia-Anain

    She wants you to pull her hair, spank her repeatedly and choke her right before orgasm. She likes it rough. Very…

    I got an email from a reader about this Cocktale asking if I thought that enjoying rough sex was abnormal. The reader confessed that she enjoyed being choked, spanked and having her men being forceful during sex and that in fact she couldn’t come if it wasn’t that way. She went on to share that she feels that she is broken and that her “needs” scared away her last boyfriend who she liked very much. Before giving her my non-expert advice, I opened the conversation up over on the site’s and my personal Facebook walls. When I wasn’t getting a lot of answers from women I decided to let them know it was okay to message me privately…that opened the flood gates. (more…)