There is a woman that I love with all my heart and with all my being. A woman I watched suffer for so long. She is a woman that I would die for just to give her a second chance at happiness and love. I wish she understood how much I truly love her no matter how many times I have hurt her or she may have hurt me! There is no doubt today and always I will always love her. Today and always I thank her for my existence! How I love you Mommy! You are everything I only wish to be! For you I live to be a better woman than I was born to be. By your side I wish to always be but even when we are not together and even when God takes you away from me, you will always be beside me my Queen!
I heard this song tonight and after listening to it once I knew this song was my love song to my mother! It is the MOST beautiful song I have ever heard! I don’t think anyone in my life deserves it more than my mother. I guess I finally realized becoming my mom is probably the best thing that could ever happen to me, but just a happier version of mom, lol.
And on another note…I pray, Dear God stop making me such an emotional pussy! I feel like in this transition of my life I am in constant tears. I ask you why you fill me with answers and strength and let me cry as I walk towards the path you have opened for me? Just please let me walk this path with less tears. And please don’t let me hurt anyone through this journey because I honestly see the end of some things but don’t want to hurt those I love but can no longer let be part of my life. Also, please watch over my mom in her trip to Europe, bring her back to me, happy and healthy!
