I want to do the insane.
Fly a kite in the rain.
Key on the tail end.
Lightning.
Hoping the sparks hit me.
I’ll do anything to feel the pain.
Anything is better than what I’m feeling.
Nothing.
I remember how you smiled…
…then you told me I was dreamer.
I asked you to join me.
Declined.
You stayed sleeping.
Living without dreaming.
Our love slowly killing me.
Zombie.
Living a lie for our children.
Pretending to spare your ego.
Lusting for a dream with a happy ending.
Disney Princess.
No. Not. Never. Me.
Don’t recall needing rescuing.
I saw the picture created by the puzzle.
Thought in you were the missing pieces.
Wrong.
Is what I would be if I walked away.
From a good man tearing up a family.
To chase a dream that might never be.
Reality.
Never was the Fiction Writer’s cup of tea.
Sipping on your latte I’ll find you.
Serve you those divorce papers.
Tomorrow.

