you and i

July 8, 2009 by Lidia-Anain

I keep telling myself I am in love with you
I keep telling myself I am NOT in love with you
I don’t even know what to say
I can’t even cry
You say you love me too
You say you love me too
Now I am broken hearted
I will never be the same
You keep on with your life
You keep on with your life
Here I am
Everyday
Everynite
Trying to figure out what I am going through
Everday
Everynite
Broken hearted
Trying to convince me
that I am in love with you
that I am NOT in love with you
Somehow
I have to find the strength
to move one step at a time
to go for that run towards
the rest of my life
but somehow what I have
with you
with you
is somehow real
a part of me
but no kissing will
take away the hurt
the hurt I caused you
the hurt you caused me
so how does this one girl
find the strength to
stop these two separate loves
that just cant coexist
somehow I gotta walk away
from you and you!

Time to love me!

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Author:Lidia-Anain

Writer, sex educator, and activist, keeps one goal in mind in her approach to human sexuality; to help arouse, empower and inform adults so they can create and enjoy healthy mindful sex, love, joy. She plans to spend this lifetime crushing the silence surrounding sexuality, depression and motherhood. Learn more about Lidia-Anain here; tweet her @LidiaAnain; connect with her on Facebook; follow her randomness via Tumblr; view her personal photos on Instagram @LidiaAnain.